A Blind Cat Stumbled onto a Dead Mouse

2008/5/9 8:46:29

No need to say much about the broader market recently — it's just the hub oscillation around 3656 and the third buy/sell point issue. Understand this overall picture, and everything follows naturally.

This ID has made public both the illness and the treatment process in order to leave a segment of genuine life experience for those with the right karmic connection. Exploring life requires firsthand experimentation, and the experience from such experimentation belongs to all humankind. This ID cannot keep it private.

Yesterday, a turning point of indeterminate magnitude occurred. Perhaps there are still some good roots from past karma that earned the blessing of Buddhas and Bodhisattvas of the ten directions, along with the merit-transfer from everyone's prayers. Suddenly, I entered a shallow state of samadhi. After emerging, I had severe diarrhea — continuously for more than five minutes — all black material. The surface tumors showed noticeable shrinkage, perhaps about one-tenth.

This lasted until around 3 AM, when this ID made a mistake: I performed a bloodletting operation. The result was that the assault on the 3840 level failed, falling back to the 3656 oscillation. This mistake was quite serious, potentially aborting this blind-cat-stumbles-on-a-dead-mouse opportunity. Currently repairing the situation. Human factors must be discounted, but the effort will absolutely continue.

Good things take time. This ID will write out all the experiences. This is life's experience — I hope it will be of use to all of you.

Have a good weekend.