A Pure Analysis of the Illness

2008/9/27 8:55:57

This time things got lively. First, a whole bunch of relatives and friends now know about this place — even my younger brother found out. So that time he was so harsh, it was probably because I said bad things about him here. Everything this ID says comes from the heart — once said, it's there for anyone to see. No matter.

Right now, this ID's state is one of complete release. There are now many people looking after me, including a full-time caretaker, mainly responsible for helping this ID stand up and regain smooth walking. Currently even this is beyond this ID, but regarding the illness, this ID has no worries at all, because the general direction is very clear. This ID is an ordinary person with no desire for miracles — steady, step-by-step improvement is true improvement.

As I've said before, recording each day is meant to give future people an accurate reference as possible. This ID would rather use life to illuminate for others the weaknesses and failures they can see in themselves, so they can escape and achieve greater progress, rather than waste life.

Miracles are not needed. Western medicine — forget it. Ordinary Chinese medicine practitioners who can't even figure out the basic structure — forget them too. The extraordinary healer continues. This ID will just eat and drink heartily, welcoming the glorious, correct, and great first-class golden age, while living in a drunken dream.